free from cyber land

well what can i say?
it's been over a week since i last blogged away.... and why?
well..... i was out in the country away from internet for five days.... so that's physically why..
then i started work at a new job and so have been very preoccupied with that... so that's mentally why...
also these last couple of days.. i just forgot.

so really there's so much to write, i'm not sure where to begin
i'm very tired after another day of absorbing new information and learning new things from work that i don't really have the energy to furiously type away..

but here's some points to elaborate on when i come back tomorrow...

returning to my old home town after 12 years....
fear, curiosity, appreciation, , happiness, fond memories, shock, repulsion, confusion

rennaissance festival...
cold, relaxing, fun, reunions, party, hail, laughter

work...
anticipation, overwhelming, interesting, challenging, frustration, tiring

so let me delve more deeply in these experiences tomorrow night.

now in the balmy breeze caressing my body i will surrender to dream land zzzz

freedom flowing while there is no knowing of what lies ahead
or above or inside

who's there? i ask
and where's that? they say...
is it in the reflections of the puddles of rain that sheen the roads mimicking the sky?
is it is the sky which falls on the ground?
how many questions we can ask and yet will many ever be answered?

well it depends who you're asking
perhaps you're the one who really knows deep inside what the truth is

how fun it is to play dominoes with the demons as they cackle away
and skim upon the surface of our lives like an ice skater
but if we can crack the surface slick with rain, we can dive in and explore the many pools of life below
then we won't need to ask 'who is there'
as we'll meet them all

chilled air and pizza

the wind has brought back winter
chilling my bones as we cycle along the streets
though warmth is near, inside with wine
and scrumptious pizza

so enjoy the crisp air and snuggle up in bed all cosy
with a belly full of pizza

dreamtime is near

agapantha secrets

they grow like weeds, running rampant in native bushland
so it's time to channel Kali and dance with the beats of the destroyer

and what a time to bring this event into reality while we sip champagne and gaze at the hilly view
the sun still shines in the morning light bathing the hillside in a warm glow

the sounds of bellbirds whooping float up the hill while children run around with the dogs; barks and giggles following their tussles

perhaps we'll just skip the gardening and jump in the spa!

holey darkness

darkness, holey darkness
won't you give us some wisdom tonight?
so the man sings as he journeys through the void of space..

the full moon blessed me with the womanliness reminder of what we can create in our wombs
pain grips my insides...yearning to create
i glory in the thought that 'sacred life has come to play'
professor wang relieved the pain and gave me sunshine today

the man sings of the darkness.....he also sings of the sacred woman
i listen to his sweet soothing voice
he says, woman sensitive, woman emotional... is your strength not your weakness

in times of pain and sadness i rise
i feel the power of creation in my womb
i feel the sacred goddess and give thanks for the singing man for bringing attention to such a beautiful and mysterious part of my existence......

Moon bright

Thrashing rain gushing down outside, all around. just like that!
the wind has blown the sweltering heat out the door and in comes the cool rain......
what relief it brings, like finally allowing the tears to flow.
Dance around I say! dance in the glory of the life giving goodness of sweet rain....

today is the first of a month of daily rambles. i feel excited and a little nervous for the challenge of openly sharing my stream of consciousness with so many beings through cyber space. hearing the rain outside guides me to type away. the full moon rising guides me through my heart to know what to say.

so i give recognition to another full cycle of the moon blessing our land. i can't see you moon, yet i can feel you, pulsing through my body, connecting my womb to your cycle.
tonight i make my own reflections.. and what surfaces for me as the full moon beams in Taurus? I feel I too am transiting worlds. i feel present yet am aware of the challenges and new discoveries to come. dearest moon i celebrate your full beauty and as you go through your own cycle, so do i